My luck sucks!

Would you believe my luck. I’ve got Shingles. Because I haven’t already had my fair share of illness what with the cancer and the emergency appendectomy I had to have in February!! The doctor said it comes in threes, so hopefully that’s me done now!! 

In other news I can feel my brain starting to buzz and my emotions starting to whirl. On the 2nd of may I will be ‘celebrating’ (for want of a better word) my third cancerversary – it’s been three whole years since I was diagnosed and while it’s a joyous occasion that I’m still alive and kicking, it also brings flashbacks from that time – you know, just in case I’ve forgotten or something!! 

I’m also starting to get a little anxious. I have my big, six monthly, MRI scan coming up at the end of May. I’m in the scanner for 75 minutes. Strapped down with a head cage on, eyes tightly closed and trying to make out which song is playing over the loud bangs the machine makes. It’s all good fun!! 

So all in all, I’ve got good reason for starting to feel a little wobbly. Now is the time I find myself crying for no apparent reason, or at Britains Got Talent!! 

I’m winding life up again slowly. I’ve made no plans past my results date as I don’t want to tempt fate. My life hangs in the balance once again and all I can do is keep my fingers crossed for good news.